From now on, if something scares the crap out of me... I need to do it. As long as it's lawful and not going to kill me, there's no reason I can't face it. I want to be real with myself about what I can do, and the truth is, I can do anything. I just don't believe I can.
I'm going to stop myself from getting in my way and start chasing goals rather than avoiding them for fear I won't live up to expectations.
Other peoples' expectations of me really don't matter all that much. It's the expectations I have of myself that I need to pay attention to. If someone else reacts to me a certain way, or hurts me in some way, that's actually their problem, not mine. That has nothing to do with me and who I am, so it shouldn't affect how I live my life. And it won't.
I treat everyone around me very well. I respect people, and I would never tell someone they can't do something. So why do I tell myself that? And I do it without even knowing it! It's all these subconscious ideas surfacing themselves in the most inconspicuous ways that are creating barriers in my life.
This post is for me, and a promise to myself. I will love myself more, and believe in myself more. I'm completely capable. I'm a leader. I'm a change agent. I'm intelligent. I'm creative. I'm all the things I think I'm not. I can do anything.
So there, old self! You're history.