I'm lost and I'm the only person who can find me.
It's taking forever. Nothing seems productive. Guilt is bringing me down. I've become this extremely anxious girl who has lost her cape and found gravity. I was never like this! What happened to my free spirit and invincibility!? I can't even ask for advice or help because I'm the only person who can help me. I need to put my "big girl pants" on, put my past behind me, become independent again, make decisions, forgive, motivate, and challenge myself. And lastly, I need to reach for the stars. And among the stars is where I'll find myself.
But for now, I'm lost.