Hello my dear friends,
I'm sorry to see that it's been so long. I've become less obsessed with the online world, but maybe more fascinated by the sociology surrounding it, and have spent most of my time trying to be productive and figure out what my purpose in life is.
I'm caught in this limbo, and it sucks. I'm between childhood and the entire life that's ahead of me, and I can't seem to figure out what I'm destined to do. I'm passionate about so many different things, and I'm equally as good (or bad, probably) at each thing that I do. I don't excel too much at anything, although I would consider myself good at social work and providing services to the oppressed.. I mean... I studied it for four years, hopefully that's the case.
What kinds of things are you passionate about? What do you aspire to be? Have you known since you were five, or did you have an epiphany on your 35th birthday?
I can't help but compare myself to and envy those who knew since they were five. But I do consider myself so fortunate to be able to take the time and try things out, because a lot of people aren't given this opportunity. Alhumdulillah, always. I have to try and remember patience.
Hopefully I'll be writing a lot more. I want to learn about website design and become more advanced at HTML. It's funnnn :)