i'm so homesick.
i've never been homesick like this before. maybe because my best friends are so far away, and I don't feel like anyone is in my reach anymore. my dad just left for a month-long trip and it's weird because we've never had to make a long-distance call to each other before...
I just want everyone I love to be in one place, with me.
i'm wondering about what i'm studying, not sure what the hell I want to do anymore.
big dreams, but not enough motivation.
and reality always kicks in.
i just want to be abroad right now. and go running.
I'm also getting really good at complaining. it's gross.
a million ideas are dancing around in my head, and I don't know what to do with them.